Oh Maaan!

Hey right I am absoulutly useless what the hell why does it take soo long for me to update.

I know its just me in this bubble and reads this but I don't care. I am 20 years old now still Engaged to Robert and loving it.
Me and Robert are moving out in a few months where? no idea but we got to save up first and give notice blah blah blah.

I am in a happier place at the moment I am not as depressed as I used to be, but I probably wont completely become better I just have to keep calm and carry on I suppose.
I have had more of a life recently I have been hanging out with my best friend Kerry she is in her 30's but it doesn't really bother me we have the same interests and have a laugh. I also have been hanging with Adam and Amanda we all work together in the Cafe so I guess we have to get on. :p

I signed up for the gym last month and this month I signed up for 3 for the price of 2 at the gym which is saving money also and keeping me fit. I really want to do it this time, I know i've said it before on blogs but this time I mean it I have a feeling I can do it I just need to stick to it and hope for the best?
Hopefully when I get my Flat/House I can do Wii fit and Just dance and other fitness stuff, I'm really excited about it and I think it can happen if I keep up the excitement.

Yesterday I got some bad news about my eldest sister. Her flat she lives in is a pig stye and the social workers came round and took charlie and nevy to stay with my other family till Monday so she can tidy the flat. I just hope it doesn't get too serious and they end up being taken off her permanently.

Work news? Well it has been interesting recently because a girl (Lets call her Meg) at work was sleeping with one of the Adm's who had a long term girlfriend and that was the news for a few months like "have you slept with him yet?" "I feel bad for his girlfriend" "we have broken up" Well he said he broke up with his long term girlfriend and was going to be with her then a few weeks later they both found out that he was lying about different things so they teamed up and confronted him and yet again that was news and then it was pretty much the last we heard about that topic thank god. The next big gossip joins onto the last story by a group of us going out drinking on a sat night it was organized i think by the ex girlfriend   who doesn't even work at our work. So yeah it was a brill night I was bumping and grinding on the dance floor spending money on drinks and I got home about 1am and then a day later I found out that Adam Cooke a guy I never liked who works in the Cafe felt up (Meg) in the taxi on the way home. I was disgusted and I blocked and deleted him when he got suspended. I think most of the cafe fell out with him but nobody really spoke to him because after his hearing he signed off for a while due to "stress" bullshit!. He had a week off during the time he signed off and after that he resigned so I was like YEESSSSS. but while he was signed off he was spreading stuff to the cake shop which made them start saying stuff to people in the cafe and it also caused people out of the cafe to delete others on Facebook for loads of reasons some to do with Adam and some to do with (Meg) and the cafe being named as troublemakers. What annoys me is that people out of the cafe were once our friends and we had a laugh with some went to weddings and birthdays and then all of a sudden delete you on Facebook because someone told you to.

So I think I have update you of the recent news I'm not going to backdate to my last post cause quite frankly I've been to sleep since then.

Talk soon (I hope)

Love Ya

Ashlie
xoxo