Herrow

Herrow everybody.
update from last post I went to the doctors on Thursday and had a cry to get things out my system. I am back on citrophram whatever its called (happy pills). I have been referered to a counciller which will help me work through my problems.
I have been talking to my step mother about it she has been really helpful, more than my doctor anyway.
I have decided I want to get married in June but I dont know if Rob wants to or not it would be really cool if we do because I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
I also want a flat but thats not going to be anytime soon with this ressession we are in so I guess having 13 hours is better than no hours right?
Its nearlly 2am and I have work at 11:30 I cant sleeo and I am really bored while Rob is sleeping I will probably go to sleep soon before he wakes up telling me to go to sleep.
This is only going to be a short one sorry but it is late and there is not much to moan about today.

well anyway I will update soon
byee
Smashleigh
xoxo