Hey I can't believe it has been 4 years since I started this blog and I have only wrote one post.......I am a shambles.
Okay so I know I come on here just to basically talk to myself but no1 will read this blog so its just like my diary.
Inspiration:
It's the most amazing feeling when you are bored like i was just looking at pictures on google and the art work is amazing what people can do with a camera the way the lights hit people face the scenery is perfect.
I wish I could do something like that but I have nothing to do it with or no one to do it with.
So whats new with me is that I am now 18 an engaged to Robert Naisbitt we have been together for 10months i cant wait till our year anniversary because it would mean I have got something good going. Not that I don't know that now but its like my first proper relationship when I went out with Scott it just felt like it's over today or its gunna be over soon it was boring I was unhappy and at the time I got really upset because I thought what I felt was real I gave my virginity away to him cause I was so desperate to give it away. I like the feeling of having a guy to protect me and thats how I feel when I am with Rob he just makes tingle inside it's such a good feeling.
When I used to write at school I would just rant how much my life sucks that's what would inspire me, the music I listen to, the books I read, the people I see things like that would get me wanting to write an awesome story but when I get to it all inspiration has left I wish I knew a way to keep it going all the way through and not have to worry about other things.
Well I think I have updated you a little bit since I was 15 (still can't believe that).
The pics are me when I was 15 and this is me and Robert present time.
Talk soon and I hope it's not another 4 years.
BYE
XOXO
